new series "keep it as a total secret"

i feel like i finally found something, something that makes me forget about money or addiction or fame or anything that are actually unnecessary for who i really am.
what i found was pureness and reckless and honesty and impulsiveness, it's like ADD,
but that is what i've newly got from losing many silly things that i was trying to stick to.
good old routines came back in my life, and all the excitement maybe,
so i'll reveal my new series soon:) silly title, but it's really true haha.