nookdoug and gakkun
these days i hang out with my friend's brother's friends, they are young and still in college.
last week, a bunch of us(we are all around 30s) and this cute young college kid(still 20-ish) spent all night playing jenga, didn't sleep at all and went to eat some noodles for breakfast.
it was so nice out that day, so we decided not to waste a day even though we didn't sleep at all.
we started walking around the outside of this zoo by inogashira-park, but we couldn't decide either we get in to the zoo or not so we were just aimlessly walking around for an hour,
i suggested to go see eagles and owls at this nature-loving kind of cafe by the park but i, as the leader, totally went to the wrong direction and we were lost(i really have no sense of direction),
we got all so tired, but we had to go poo poo so bad so went to the department store to use the cleaner bathroom.
after dropping some pounds off, we sat on the couch in front of the bathroom not being able to decide what we are gonna do.
the college kid was just sitting there with us giving us a hopeless look. my friend asked him if he wants to be like us in like 10 years, he just answered ummm.
There is just so much I would like to tell you now that I read this entry.
ReplyDeleteLast night until 5am I had a talk with a really old friend, once boy friend. It was all about that, time flying, how we are going to be in a few years, are we choosing how we will be as person if we focus on our work like now and not so much about practical life questions
My comment may looks silly, my words are maybe wrong, how ever I would have love to talk with you & thank you for this post.
hi hi Johanna,
ReplyDeleteyour comment isn't silly at all! yeah, we just wonder around, and i feel like i just keep struggling looking at the gap between my ideal and what i am right now.
it's so normal but so so strange that time just goes on no matter what, i was reading some book and it said ".....one lifetime is all the time human beings are capable imagining"
i agree- but i dont have any definite answers. I wish i do, sometimes. but come to think of it, will i change anything if I can start over? not sure...
ReplyDeletehi hi anonymous,
ReplyDeleteyeah you are totally right, there's no definite answers... sometimes i wish i could know all the results of all the actions i make.